Here Is A Lil' Somthin My Sister Sent Me...

I Thought It Was Really Nice  :)

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ahi que olvidarnos de los miedos y

 prejuicios, no ahi que callar mas el

amor que sentimos por que cuando

ya encontremos el valor para decir

un "te quiero" puede ser muy tarde.

Thought this was nice

She was my so called "best friend". I

stared at her long, silky hair, and wished

she was mine. But she didn’t notice

 me like that, I knew it.  After class she

walked up to me and asked me for

the notes she had missed the day

before and handed them to her.

 She said "thanks" and gave me a

kiss on the cheek. I wanted to tell

her, I want her to know that I don’t

 want to Be just friends, I love her

but I’m just too shy, and I don’t know why. .

11th Grade

The phone rang. On the other end

 it was her. She was in tears, mumbling on
and on about how her love had broke

her heart. She asked me to come over
because she didn't want to be alone,

so I did. As I sat next to her on the sofa,

I stared at her soft eyes, wishing

she was mine….

After 2 hours, a Drew Barrymore movie,

 & 3 bags of chips, she decided to go

to sleep. She looked at me, said "thanks"

and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want

to tell her, I want her to know that I

don’t want to be just friends, I love

 her but I’m just too shy, and I don’t

know why…….

Senior Year

The day before prom she walked to

 my locker. "My date is Sick"
she said; he’s not going to go. Well I

didn’t have a date and
in 7th grade we made a promise

that if neither of us had dates

we would go
together just as "best friends".

So we did……

Prom night

after……………..was over I was

standing at her front door step. I stared
at her, She smiled at me I want

her to be mine, but she doesn’t

think of me

like that and I know it. Then she

said "I Had the best time thanks!"

and gave

me a kiss on the cheek. I want to

tell her, I want her to know that I don’t
want to be just friends, I love her but

I’m just too shy, and I don’t know why….

Graduation Day

A day passed, then a week, then a

month. Before I could blink, it was graduation

day. I watched as her perfect body floated

like an angel up on stage to get her diploma.

 I wanted her to be mine, but she didn’t notice

me like that, and I knew it. Before everyone

 went home, she came to me in her smock

and hat, and cried as I hugged her. Then she

 lifted her head from my shoulder and said,

 you’re my best friend, thanks!" and gave me

 a kiss on the Cheek. I want to tell her, I want

her to know that I don’t want to be just friends,

 I love her but I’m just too shy, and I don’t

know why…..

A Few Years Later

Now I sit in the pews of the church.

 That girl is getting married
now. I watched her say "I do" and

drive off to her new life, married

to another man. I wanted her to

be mine, but she didn’t see me like
that and I knew it. But before she

Drove away, she came to me and

said you came!" She said. "

Thanks!" And kissed me on the cheek. I
want to tell her, I want her to know that

 I don’t want to be just
friends, I love her but I’m just too shy,

 and I don’t know why…..

Funeral

Years passed, I looked down at the

coffin of a girl who used to
be my "best friend". At the service they

read a diary entry she had

wrote in her high school years.

This is what it read:

“I stare at him wishing he was mine, but he

doesn’t notice me like that, and I know it.

I want to tell him, I want him to know that I
don’t want to be just friends, I love him but

I’m just too shy, and I don’t know why. I wish
he would tell me he loved me . . . I wish I
did too”.

I thought to myself and I Cried……

.I Dont Her to know

 that I don’t want to be just friends